Anxious

I'm just slightly anxious about school starting next week! I have loved my vacation from school, but I'm afraid I got a little too comfortable with it. My first day of class is next Tuesday, but since I'm in the hybrid program that means I get to start listening to lectures and preparing for class now. Oh joy. I always seem to over stress at the beginning of the semester. I just want to do well and I really want to learn the material. I don't want to be a nurse that passed nursing school, I want to be a nurse that learned everything she possibly could while in school. I'm afraid I set my standards too high though because it is hard to be a fully dedicated student while I have two sweet little girls who depend on me every day. I guess I need to figure out how to relieve my stress and get everything done while still being the mom that I want to be and not making our home a crazy house. My goal this semester is to focus on my spiritual learning first, that way I can be worthy to have the spirit with me as I study and be mom.