Missing her boy

Alright so I need to start updating my blog other times besides when Jon is gone... But I guess since I spend every spare moment with Jon the only time I really have to update my blog is when he's gone. I don't really know what to say...I have a hard time putting my personal feelings out there online for everyone to see...even though so far Lauren is the only one who even knows about my blog. I think it's only a matter of time before Jon and I start talking about marriage...he's brought it up in a round about way yesterday and today. I guess we'll just have to wait and see what happens. :) Haha I love that! I love that by "waiting and seeing" i get to enjoy every moment with Jon! He is so wonderful! I love him so much! I would go into all the reasons why I love Jon so much, but I think I'd embarrass Lauren... :P